FadedAngel

2009-03-10T05:02:00.000-07:00

Love Story- Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts:

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.

See you make your way through the crowd

and say hello;

Little did I know

That you were Romeo;

you were throwing pebbles,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."

And I was crying on the staircase,begging you,

'Please, don't go.'

And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.

So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo,

I was a scarlet letter,

And my daddy said

"Stay away from Juliet,"

But you were everything to me;

I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult,

but it's real.

Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.I got tired of waiting,

Wondering if you were ever comin' around.

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting for you but you never come.

Is this in my head?

I don't know what to think-

"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,

"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.

I love you and that's all I really know.

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;

It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you..

Everybody needs a little magic in their lives sometimes

"It's a love story - baby just say Yes"

on a side note: i'm coming home in 9 days, but nobody really cares haha

ok maybe if you're reading this you care o.O

bleah ok back to fraudulent misrep. yay (:

2008-11-29T07:38:00.000-08:00

I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
Well I'm going home

The miles are getting longer, it seems
The closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love remains true
And I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

So I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might just get it all
You just might get it all
And then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah

Oh, well I'm going home
Back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said, these places and these faces are getting old
So, I'm going home

I'm going home

14 more days(edited:4 MORE DAYS)

by special request.

2008-11-04T14:19:00.000-08:00

yay i just slept for damn long. woke up for dinner and went back to sleep again.i'm just extremely lazy today..one of those days where you just bring yourself to do anything.. although you know you have to cos you got 2 seminars on thurs which involves an essay on the non-existent constitution and a 10 hour long(cos it says that's how long you're supposed to spend) tort tutorial.brilliant. heehee so to avoid doing any of that. i'm writing here. just 2 weeks shy of it being one year since the last time i did haha... i cannot believe people still come here.people meaning like mummy and kg and "the fly".whatever possesed you to click on that link?HAHAHAH.

anyways, life has been ok here so far. been on some mini-excursions around, like to manchester and to elland stadium to watch leeds united play against walsall hahahah that's like a 20 min car ride to the outskirts of leeds la. it's been really different but i'm doing ok hahaha...coursework has been alright. lots of readings that i haven't done.that's probably why i still think its "alright" only hahaha... but i'm enjoying lectures so far. no regrets choosing this. it's probably the most interest i've taken to anything in my academic career. although i dun deny it takes damn alot of work. maybe you'll hear me crying for mercy sometime down the road hahaha... hmmm other than work i've actually mainly been busy settling in.at least one day of the week here is devoted to housework. stuff like vacumming and doing laundry. i so regret not bringing a laundry bag. so i can just throw delicates in the machine. now i have to handwash them so my fingers are rotting off >.< ok la. not that bad hahahah. living on campus also saves me alot of trouble, my frens who dun have to walk. taking the public bus here is ridiculously expensive. it costs 3 pounds return.which is like 8 bucks.so sometimes if there are a few pple it makes more sense to just cab. mostly everybody here walks. i've been walking so much that i now have GI-normous calf muscles. dun even need to flex can see le hahahah ewww. mmm another good thing(maybe not?) is that i stay catered, the first day i was here i was so excited at the catered food cos it looked so good! breakfast is sumptious the first week. great the 2nd. ok the 3rd. and hell for the 4th onwards cos it's the SAME food everyday. dinner is also roughly the same ang moh food all the time. i really miss zi char black carrot cake and my bubble tea.. bubble tea!!!!! T.T as a result i've been trying my hand at cooking, so far it's not been much, there was bak kut teh, stir fry veg, steak and pulot hitam hahaha.all of which turned out great. or maybe cos i'm deprived la hahahah....i've been craving barley these few days, what with my bad throat and all. i've been sick quite a bit since i got here. they say its freshers flu. you're not a fresher till you get it. i say it's all the drinking and partying and smoking they do here.haha...there are actually 3 clubs in the student union.so at night there are always skimpily dressed people in the friggin cold queueing outside union with a bouncer hahahah.... the brits have a high threshold for cold. my brother says ang mohs have blubber asians dun. i got no comment HAHAH.

oh my this has turned into a rather long post. i feel slightly more inclined to start work. absolutely great considering it's already 11pm. haha... guess i won't be sleeping much anws.cos i slept so much just now!!so... guess that's it for now.next post in a year's time(:

2007-11-17T19:20:00.000-08:00

'A's ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA=D

ok i'll update something with more content when i think of it LOL

2007-07-27T04:45:00.000-07:00

hahaha ok haven't been blogging much.actually haven't been blogging at all la..too lazy le haha nothing interesting happening anws..went shopping with pei shan,yong xian, yushan and wensi today, and......we didn't buy a thing!lol and none of us got what we set out to buy in the first place--bag. boo nowadays all the bags look the same so boring zzz....anws yx,ws and shan kept talking bout prom everything like all planned out already..scary la!stress ps and me out T.T

Haix..so sad.just realised yesterday that there's officially only about 3 weeks of school left.Then its prelims and A levels(rwarrrrr * tries hard not to think about the dreaded*). Then somebody brought up our graduation ceremony on october 6th and it suddenly hit me that we're leaving hc soon.. feels like i just came not long ago la..can't believe we're leaving already.Maybe its cause i spent 10 years in MG, by the time it was sec 4 i was dying to leave already.But the 2 years in hc seems to have flown by even without me knowing it.I've met completely different people from all walks of life, made plenty of friends and learnt so much in this place. Can't really write down all the memories and experiences, just dunno where to start lol.Guess i'll really miss it when we leave:/ Soon,people'll be heading off to NS, uni, work or even off to some faraway country.Man...this sucks, feels like we're all growing up already... haha wonder what we'll all be like 10 years down the road..must have runion then ok!hahaha(ahem attention welfare reps) LOL anws i'm sure mummy will be very enthu about organising a reunion =D

haha okies..shall post some pictures from the U.S. trip...don't have much since my camera ran out of memory halfway, so most of the pics are with shan..maybe i'll upload more when she passes them to me(:

Lombard street!the most crooked street in the world ahahaha.it was super duper cold when we visited the place.i just hiding behind walls to get out of the wind. The street basically goes zig-zag all the way down, and there are plenty of cars trying to navigate through it lol...of course that's me and shan in the foreground(:

Google! wahaha all employees in google have free food.and the google policy is that every employee is within 100m of food. so there's like food stations like everywhere o.O and they have a gym volleyball court, swimming pool, foosball table, and even a laundry room...holy la i wanna work there man..anws we got a free lunch.the food super nice!got ben n jerry's for dessert too...yummm

(from left to right:shan,xiao ying,xinlei and me!(: )

Yosemite national park!super zai.Really know the meaning of geography some to life le.We were like surrounded by documentry like scenery all day la.Forgot the name of that waterfall but we climbed all the way up. That's a close-up view by the way. I think we trekked like 4 km to reach it.super far.the last stretch was like 600 steps or smth.the tour guide was asking us to count-.-

The waterfall was sending water droplets all over the place so it was like somebody took a hose and made super light drizzle fall all over us, all the way up the last part of the trek.As a result we saw alot alot alot of rainbows!!mega clear ones too haha...that's just one of the many we saw.

and lastly...just to verify that i was really in America.here's a photo of the Golden Gate Bridge!famous landmark of San Francisco(:

ok...that's bout all that i can bother to upload.hope i got inspiration to update soon ba >.<>

2007-05-27T09:35:00.000-07:00

mwahahaha i'm going to the U.S. for 2 weeks!!!!
actually, i need to wake up in less than 5 hours.but i don't feel like sleeping.just finished packing up my laguage and everything..haha i'm so not looking forward to the flight man.i think its like 18 hours.trapped in this small little space.dieeeeeee...
haha this is the first time i'm actually so unexcited about going overseas :/
bet everybody wants to kill me now lol
nvm. guess i'll feel the excitement when i see everybody tmr hahaha=)
don't miss us too much while we're gone ok!hahaha cya pple when we get back!

ps. don't watch pirates.it sucks-.- have fun in sunny singapore people!X)

2007-05-26T08:52:00.000-07:00

Michael Bublé_Everything

You're a falling star
You're the getaway car
You're the line in the sand
When I go to far
You're the swimming pool
On an august day
And you're the perfect thing to see

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute
Oh when you smile at me you know exactly what you do
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true
Cause you can see it when I look at you

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

You're a carousel
You're a wishing well
And you light me up
When you ring my bell
You're a mystery
You're from outer space
You're every minute of my every day

And I can't believe that I'm your man
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can
Whatever comes our way
We'll see it through
And you know that's what our love can do

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

And so la la la la
So la la la la

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything
You're every song
And I sing along
Cause you're my everything

Yeah, yeah
So la la la la
So la la la la

i'm gonna miss you dear..2 weeks is long. but we'll get through it =)

2007-05-09T02:21:00.000-07:00

some people just stoop so low.
i can't believe we even bothered to spare a thought for you.
you obviously didn't.
everything's just a game to you.
i shouldn't have expected any better
guess some things just never change.
ever.

2007-04-27T05:42:00.001-07:00

yayyyyyyyy!good news!i think i'm getting better=D

haha i can actually eat now.. although its still just bread or porridge, soft stuff like that lol, and it doesn't hurt much when i dun eat. so overall i'm feeling rather normal=) yayyy! haha i'm totally gonna feast after i'm well. i finally realise how much i absolutely LOVE food hahaha..i so sound like a glutton>.< but i kept thinking bout eating all sorts of nice stuff when i was sick, like prata sausage, chicken cutlet, donuts! blah blah... so i've decided i'm gonna work towards my goal of eating chicken cutlet in school on tuesday!mwahahaha...and i wanna go eat the apple crumble with ice cream on top at swensen's!!=)=) oooh sounds damn good.i shall look forward to it =) hahaha...

haha ok now to blog bout my official birthday.felt rather terrible in the morning, but i decided to get out of bed to go to school anws.was late for school, and by the time i reached the class was in the hall getting ready to take napfa.but.....we realised napfa wasn't on wed!!horrorsss hahaha basically i was rather sian diao cos i din wanna go for lessons. but in the end we arranged to have napfa on wed since everybody was changed so yay!haha i got to slack off. We had 2 table-tennis(excused for finals), 2 birthday girls(1 sick, 1 tot it was 5 items?) and 2 missing pple, while lim yuan had blisters on her feet due to new shoes.so.....only peishan was running!oh my.. but in the end lim yuan joined her too and they both passed in good time.yay!=) haha after that we just went to slack off around fishtank and class bench, cos the guys were still having napfa.i was feeling terrible all day already, then i couldn't take it liao, so went to try and puke in the toilet.but to no avail.=(. and then i really really couldn't take it le so decided to go home first.and so i didn't get my birthday cake=(. first time in my life i've no birthday cake on my birthday ji sad...haha but later on honeyshan sent me an mms with a pic of the birthday cake telling me to get well soon.awwwww sho sweet=)

although this wasn't my ideal birthday, and i know i might've spoiled some plans, but i'm just really really happy that i didn't miss out on the most important parts=)

haha thanks to everyone for all the birthday wishes and prezzies!i likeeeee=D

2007-04-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

rarrrrrrrrr I'M PISSED! i can't believe i'm sick on my birthday(and many days preceding it) AGAIN!i'm frigging cursed i tell u -.- the probibility of me getting sick on my birthday is like oh, i don't know. maybe 9 out of 10 times!!!!
so,
let X= the probibility that chee jia is sick on her birthday.

since the ans to that qn is either yes or no, X~B(18,o.9)

therefore the probibility that i'm sick on my 18th birthday is like..

p(X=18) = (18C18) x (0.9)^18 x (0.1)^1 = 0.15

eh?actually that's not very high.which just means i'm SUAY.(unless i calculated wrongly, paiseh math not very good >.<) holy hell.the fever must be getting to my head.i'm actually doing math on my blog -.-''' anws, back to the point. I'M DAMN PISSED! don't ever ever ever get an ulcer in your oesophagus(if that's even my condition,i'm a bit dubious with regards to the doctor's prognosis-.-) plus! the medicine is disgusting.he says they treat this kind of thing like they do gastric.so he gave me this bottle of white stuff which is like antacid in liquid form!its called actal solution omg.can u spell Y-U-C-K.ughhhhhhh... and i can't swallow a single thing(inclusive of saliva) without feeling like a 100kg fat man is playing trampoline on my throat and chest ie. it bloody hurts! needless to say i can't even eat. it wasn't so bad this morning when i could just force myself to down the porridge and ignore the pain. Now, even if i ignore the pain and eat a little, everything comes back to hurt like 100x worse after that.and i mean it when i say it SERIOUSLY hurts. i just wish i could puke or cry or smth.whichever comes first or makes me feel better. i can't even eat my donuts T.T and they'll turn bad tmr if i dun eat them now =(.

It isn't so bad if it doesn't hurt when i'm not eating. Now it even hurts when i'm not doing anything but just sitting there.i can't even laugh.cos it hurts. i bet this is some sort of punishment, for all the bad things i've done or smth. Now i can't have a peaceful day tmr, even if i don't eat.RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE HATE HATE BEING SICK ON MY BIRTHDAY!!T.T

-end of venting-
On another note.Donuts rock!=D=D
GG.i forgot to do my cca testimonial.better go do now. HAIX.

2007-04-06T07:07:00.000-07:00

<恶作剧>

我找不到很好的原因

去阻挡这一切的亲密

这感觉太奇异

我抱歉不能说明

我相信这爱情的定义

奇迹会发生也不一定

风温柔的侵袭也许飘来好消息

一切新鲜有点冒险

请告诉我怎么走到终点

没有人了解

没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你

可是我刚刚才遇见了你

我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧

我想我已慢慢喜欢你

因为我拥有爱情的勇气

我任性投入你给的恶作剧

你给的恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因

去阻挡这一切的亲密

这感觉太奇异

我抱歉不能说明

我相信这爱情的定义

奇迹会发生也不一定

风温柔的侵袭

也许飘来好消息

我才发现你好耀眼

请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼

没有人了解

没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你

可是我刚刚才遇见了你

我怀疑这奇遇

只是个恶作剧

我想我已慢慢喜欢你

因为我拥有爱情的勇气

我任性投入你给的恶作剧

你给的恶作剧

haha i know this song is really old...but i just found it chaoo nice=) haha although e zuo ju zhi wen is quite a lame show and zheng yuan chang looks gay.but tt's besides the point haha....nice songg=)

anws, today was a fun day!yushan peishan wenjie dunjie puay hian de ren ruiyuan and me went to bowl!haha as usual i totally suck at bowling..and we totally got pwned by yushan lah..turkey!!HOLY. hahaha then we had a lame "comp", mummy ps dj and i were on one lane, while the rest were on another lane.but chao suay!they always get the faulty lane that gives them an extra pin or extra throws one..so irritating-.- but we still won them in the end and they had to resort to changing all of their last frames to turkey strikes to pretend they won us..lame la -.- anws dun go to marina south to bowl the lanes suck hahaha....

After that we went back to cine to eat and take neops hahaha chao fun!altogether 9 of us took, plus yongxian who came to join later on,it was totally funny and all the guys secretly wanted to take neops lor hahahah GAY =P

oh ya!and i met dage at burger king today..i totally forgot to send him a birthday msg when i reminded myself in the morn:/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHAY!!

2007-03-18T03:03:00.001-07:00

i'm so screwed for blocks T.T

2007-03-04T06:06:00.000-08:00

yayyyyyyy!finally!it's all over!!and the only word to describe yesterday is SURREAL.seriously. i woke up in the morning feeling totally normal until i looked around my room. all the flowers and bouquets and the humongous banner..anddddd all i could manage was "wow"

hahaha thanks to everybody who voted and made us the highest in sms voting!!=D
yong xian and wenjie are zai i have no idea how u all managed to spam 1000 hahaha...

and thanks to yushan!!our lovely manager for helping us make all the banners and all the people who helped too=) they're hanging in my room hahah...

also to all the people who supported us and gave flowers..and to kg who had the guts to just chiong on stage with a flower hahahah chao funny..

and thanks to jiahao who saved us frm looking like total idiots on stage by helping us with the stage movements.and for smiling at me from the audience so i can wave back and not look like a total rigid retard on stage haha...

to yushan who was jumping up and down with her lightstick,though i now know that u were trying to get on the camera -.-''',but it helped nonetheless hahaha...

to soon swee and girlfriend.whoops!i mean gwen hahaha... our so-called "talentime clique" it would all have been so different without u pple...i still love the gao xiao/drama version of du chang qing ge.too bad we din record down man..would have reached several thousand hits on youtube hahahaha

to wensi!my fabulous partner for talentime...we survived!!yayyyyy i wouldn't have wished for any other partner =)

and to you.. for everything=)

edited: forgot to thank dunjie!!sorry!but thank u so many times it kinda slipped my mind le hahaha :P anws thanks to dj the pianist who basically rewrote the entire piano accompaniment for auditions and played wonderfully on the lousy avt piano hahaha...

2007-02-25T01:54:00.000-08:00

TALENTIME 2007!!!

DATE:3 MARCH 2007

VENUE:HC AUDITORIUM

TIME:7 PM(I THINK)

Guest judges include Fang Zhong Hua and project superstar's Diya will be guest performing!

There's even some audience lucky draw thing.. can win ipod!!

cool pic rite?haha...sms G<3> to vote for us![wensi and me=)] our group name's

"sweet escape"*dun laugh*

audience voting takes up 20%

so come support ok!!!=)

2007-02-15T03:22:00.000-08:00

<写一首歌>顺子

月亮在你的眼睛

太阳在我心

现在我唱这首歌

ohh 只为你

想把所有烦恼都忘掉

做不做的到

你明白我心在燃烧

因为你因为你

oh 为你

你心中的话

我全都想听

能不能相信

所有的梦里

全都是你

会不会停息

和你一起是否不会再放弃

你的心里有没有秘密

我分不清不要在意

只想为想为你写一首歌

写一首歌

都是你 ooh

月亮在你的眼睛

太阳在我心

现在我唱这首歌

oh 只为你

想把所有烦恼都忘掉

做不做的到

你明白我心在燃烧

因为你因为你

为你为你 ooh

oh, love's in the air it's everywhere

everyone can see everyone can feel

that love's in the air it doesn't matter where

everyone agrees love is all we need

when the moon falls in your eyes

i know the sun has set

the fire still burns within me

since the day we met

i know my heaven would be so complete

you could make it real

i won't let this chance go by

i can see,i can feel you

when the moon falls in your eyes

i know the sun has set

the fire still burns within me, within me

月亮在你的眼睛

太阳在我的心

现在我唱这首歌

只为你~

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY!=)

2007-02-05T05:47:00.000-08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

i won't get mummy's head or a cute bunny though=(

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

2007-02-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

erps..dunno wad happened but can't view my blog le tsk.. so maybe i'm just typing this for nothing. but if there's actually somebody reading this(which means YOU who are reading this now) my blog should have been revived.Amen.hahahahaha

anyways, today was talentime!wah chao scary. wensi and i only starting picking song on sunday.. which is when the talentime person called to inform us our audition was on next thurs and we were supposed to hand up the minus one cd(which is the track without the vocals) by monday.seriously thought we screwed alr...she sounded shocked when i told her we didn't know what song we were gonna sing X.X..

We finally decided on bai se lian ge, cos there's chao alot of nice harmonizing which means i had plenty to do hahaha..but then lotsa stuff came up, like cannot find minus one track and both me n wensi's throat abit gg >.<>.< hahahaaa.. anws somebody told me he'll turn into a rabbit if we dun get in(a cute pet rabbit's always good=).. oh ya and mummy said:

Mosquito: tu nunquam gradior solu says:
aiya u relaxing la
Mosquito: tu nunquam gradior solu says:
sure get in one
Mosquito: tu nunquam gradior solu says:
dun get in i chop my head off let u all use as chair to sit

guess that's consolation if we don't get in LOL

2007-01-18T02:35:00.000-08:00

ok

just to clarify, i didn't get killed by the earthquake in Taiwan ahahaha...i've just been too lazy to blog :/

anyways, j2 is a bore. so envious of the J1s when i saw them during orientation. brings back loads of good memories man..
but then the j1s have it bad this year:
1. 1 week of orientation(we had 2)
2. rain on campfire night
3. turbo-charged as orientation theme>.<
4. no jamie to say "LET'S JAM!"(i'm sure all the guys are nodding at this-.-)
5. tests every monday of the week(they actually have a "test" period in the timetable:o)
6. 2 days of sabbaticals?

ji sad.no matter how much i want to be j1 again, i wouldn't want to be j1 this year.LOL

anyways, juniors are fun! they've taken to the roll carpet cheer quite well haha..i'll prolly never be able to truly feel for that cheer since i wasn't there when it was made haha...junior flag's chao cute too!got this neopets looking yellow thing that they've twisted around to become a flying yellow dolphin, riding on top of all the other facs.(too lazy to upload pic but u can go jnr blog to see, and you'll get what i mean http://flyingyellowdolphin.blogspot.com/) seriously, their crapping skills are superb wahahaha...
campfire night was fun too..paedo yushan kept wanting to take pics with all the boy boy people wearing chinese high uni lol!haha i wore the st. nick's uniform impromptu, actually wasn't planning to wear sec school uniform de.. but i think i still prefer mg sch u..wahaha MG ROX!oh ya we beat st nick's 44-0 in some debate show called the arena.0.0 zai diao hahaha...

ok think i've crapped enough for one post.shall update more.i promise wahahaha=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2006-12-31T07:46:00.000-08:00

hey everybodyyy!!

greetings from taipei!

weather here is perfect!think i'm gonna melt when i go back to singapore.
decided to blog..last entry of the year 2006. It's 14 mins to 2007 as of now hahaa...

this is sad. goodbye 2006.It's been a crazy and fantastic year..thanks to everybody who's been with me the past year..6D,6C,farmily,AF!i <3 you all!!

countdown starting soon..
i'm gonna enjoy the fireworks from 101.whoo!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!!2007 here we come!!=)

2006-12-19T04:50:00.000-08:00

梁静茹-暖暖

都可以随便的

你说的

我都愿意去

小火车摆动的旋律

都可以是真的

你说的

我都会相信

因为我完全信任你

细腻的喜欢

毛毯般的厚重感

晒过太阳熟悉的安全感

分享热汤

我们两支汤匙一个碗

左心房暖暖的好饱满

我想说其实你很好

你自己却不知道

真心的对我好

不要求回报

爱一个人希望他过更好

打从心里暖暖的

你比自己更重要

回忆里满足的旋律

你手掌的厚实感

什么困难都觉得有希望

我哼着歌

你自然的就接下一段

我知道暖暖就在胸膛

从来都很低调

自信心不高

你比自己更重要

我也希望变更好

sometimes you're completely oblivious to the things happening around you, and by the time you realise, the damage you've caused is already irreperable

and then you get one chance to make it back up, but the words are just stuck.

why didn't i just say it? because it's so obviously not one-sided?

regret is a terrible thing.i thought i'd have learnt that by now.

2006-12-18T19:50:00.000-08:00

it's time for an update hahaa..need to clear away the birthday of some people and add in new ones!so.....

HAPPY[BELATED11/12] BIRTHDAY! YONGJIA
HAPPY[ADVANCED,SINCE I PROLLY WUN UPDATE 21/12]BIRTHDAY!JIAHAO

and of course..MERRY CHRISTMAS! in 6 days!oooh can't wait =D

its been raining like crazy non-stop the past 2 days:/ what a dreary change..hopefully it doesn't rain through xmas like this..tt'd be sad =( imagine if it were all snow though, u wouldn't have to deal with melting snow..whoo! niceeeee...but get real, it's singapore.guess all the snow we'll ever get is the lousy foam spewing outta tanglin mall:/zzzz

hols are ending so soon!i can't believe it T.T i so haven't had enough, not to mention all that ridiculous holiday work(undone) -.-'' been out playing so, so much but still haven't had enough fun..

list of things i've done in the hols:
- bowling
- swimming
- table tennis
- tennis
- mahjong
- squash
- ice-skating
- badminton
- shopping
- k box
- movies
- go out with my mum(o.o which is totally weird, cos we never do that LOL)
- meet up with af!=D

things i still wanna do:
- bowling
- table tennis
- roller blading(oyssssss!!!!T.T)
- get my mp3 player
- meet up with af!!
- k box!!
- watch death note 2(out when i leave for taiwan.what luck!-.- grrr), eragon, the holiday,love actually

[the list goes on but i'll stop typing or i'll get stuck here till sch reopens :/]

haix.. guess i'll have to treasure what's left of the hols, and complete holiday hmwk!!(/puke)
ughhhh....nvm looking forward to the xmas party on fri.the class'll have loads of fun!!=) just that my house will be a royal mess after:/ nonetheless FUNN!! hahaha

2006-11-26T23:32:00.000-08:00

EDITED TO ADD:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE!!
HAPPYBELATED[23/11] BIRTHDAY ZI!!
HAPPY BELATED[26/11] BIRTHDAY BEN!!

boo was supposed to go blading with oys today..but it started pouring like mad -.- tsk
at this rate we're never gonna go blading agn for another year. haha so long never go already i miss it lol...

soo..now i'm stuck home
staring at the rain pouring outside the window... hmmm so bo liao.i just realised half the holidays have gone already and i haven't really done much of anything..if you really think about it :/
wenjie asked me what's the functional group of arenes ytd...and i realised i completely forgot already..btw its the benzene ring hahahah (that totally did not ring a bell till like 5 mins later lol) gg i'm screwed haha...nvm i shall just enjoy the hols =)

christmas in 28 days!!!! can't wait wahahahah
need to go christmas shopping!! wheeeeee
i sooooo <3 the christmas feeling =D

on a side note:here's two retarded quotes to spice up your day( and to make u feel smart LOL)

"Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life." - Brooke Shields

"Traditionally, most of Australia's imports come from overseas." - Keppel Enderbery

SERIOUSLY. rofl

2006-11-18T22:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!

bahhhh i'm so lazy to update :/ hahaha but cos i met up with the AF on thurs=))*gasp* better update wahaha...

anws set my alarm at 9.30, but cos played gb till 4 the previous nite(:/) so i just dao my alarm till 10 whereby oys called n started screaming in my ear calling me a pig thanks lolll....apparently jess the pig wasn't waking up either hahaha poor oys :/. we arranged to meet at 11. and when i got to cine is was completely empty..all the shops closed -.-''. and then i realised hey!it's just nice for k box, to which jess agreed enthusiastically, so we dragged oys along with us hahaha....jess spammed all the english songs and we sang so many lame stuff like "joy to the world", "jingle bell rock" and "calcutta taxi" or smth like that.. that song is chao lame hahaa.too bad we didn't take many pics :/ only jess's one turned out ok..

hahahah we look spasticated-.-

for the first time i took neops twice in a row!!the first one was such a failure..we picked wrongly and didn't have time to decorate :/ but the second one was a success!! haha too bad the funniest pic isn't up there...so after tt i hadta zao cos got dental T.T didn't get to talk much which is a little sad :/ oh yeah got my super belated bday present too!!super nice <3>

too bad i hadta leave early though, got dental:/ was there like 40 mins late cos i didn't wanna leave(wahaha touched anot!!=D)anyways through the ridiculously long waiting time -.- there was this super cute lil' girl who was walking around,correction: more like stumbling around, her mum says she just learnt to walk last week so wasn't quite stable yet.. super cute!! she kept stumbling around and giggling, then she'd reach out at random people and high five them hahaha ji cute!! almost as cute as my nephew wahahahah =P (seriously though, he's getting much cuter these days..not just cos he's my nephew hahaha)

ps[22 Nov 2006]: i just took a bus from vivo thinking it'll take me home but ended up in seah im instead, then missed a stop to the transfer stop after i took from seah im. which resulted in walking 3 busstops back to my house. think the bus uncle must've thought we were dense.nah it's just me LOL.damn smart.

but nightwalks are fun=D=D

2006-11-10T07:41:00.000-08:00

YESH!op's over!! mwahahaha bye bye pw forever=)[let's just dao I&R for now hahaa]
Anws, think i din do very well..First of all my throat started choking up when Wen Sheu was presenting and i could totally feel it.-.- so when i opened my mouth to take over, this raspy half croaking sound was produced, and to make matters worse this horrendous croaking proceeded to worsen till, basically you couldn't really tell wad i was saying cept for this horrible rasping sound.horrors...... i couldn't clear it no matter how hard i tried, till i made a very loud n impolite cough, apparently pple were all holding their breath for me wahahaha...

Then was qna.The invigilators seemed to zham everybody(super scary) esp those zai pple, But mine basically went about quite ok,which, on hindsight is rather worrying :/ Our group generally got easier qns, possibly cos of the moderator lol..and the moderator and 2 invigilators totally unsmiling and sianded la, so uncooperativ -.-....who cares though.IT'S OVER!!

After op, the first session pple proceeded to stone frm ke ai ji, to the reading room, to the class bench and then to ph's house, where we stayed for like 3 hrs+ before we proceeded out to take the first bus tt comes along(as usual). However, this time we REALLY took the first bus instead of rejecting all the buses as before hahahaha....coincidentally the bus was 174(can see y now?) haha..Seriously, 6D's indecisiveness never ceases to amaze me hahaha...

went down to carl's jr and cafe cartel(yummy yummy viking!) to talk crap after that, and tt was basically it...and that about sums up a lame day in my life haha...

ps.oh yeah. must thank yan zhi for printing and salvaging op slides while i was panicking like HELL at 12+ am ytd :/ Also, kudos to finding the zai video wahaha..total lifesaver..u're the best!
I hereby appoint you honorary member of HI 104, for all the contributions LOL.=D

2006-10-27T10:17:00.000-07:00

yay!promos are over and
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surprise surprise!!i'm not reatained!!!!!*gasp*hahhahaha
but actually i wouldn't really mind re-doing j1 provided time can turn back, but tt's another topic alr haha

yay!new blog layout haha looked for quite long, thanks jess for helping me out, seeing how noob i am with IT stuff, so...(fill in stuff about how great and nice jess is)...yups done as requested by jess wahaha =)

Anyways, been going out so much i'm really quite sick of it.
pangseh-ed peishan mummy deren puay hian and KG though deren was going back to msia the next day :/ srysry!haha but was really tired. and i finally got to enjoy a long overdue afternoon curled up in my nice comfy bed with a book =) in the end i fell aslp, CHAO SHUANG.. haven't done that in wayyyy too long alr haha

today went to dj's house to celebrate his birthday with the rest of the class..quite fun haha the xbox racing game is wayyyy lame -.- seriously, need for speed is sooo much better mwahahaha..anws, singing the b'day song was interesting couldn't really coordinate n sing "dunjie and dunhao" in the b'day song.chao funny!must b great fun to have a twin though haha..
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUNJIE AND DUNHAO!hahaha...how weird, seems like i turned 17 a long long time ago alr LOL.

chalet on sunday!!yayyyyy funn =))more mahjong n bridge LOL...

2006-10-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIO BU XIAO MEIII!!

wahahaha sorry we couldn't celebrate with u today:/ blame it on the stupid trngs n pw.
we'll make it up. promise =))

2006-10-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

promos are over
need i say more?=DD

2006-09-22T21:18:00.000-07:00

空无一人这片沙滩
风吹过来冷冷海岸
我轻轻抖落鞋里的沙
看着我的脚印
oh 一个人
一步步好寂寞
看海有些绿天有些蓝
那段爱情有些遗憾
像不知不觉游向海天
到最深的地方
才发现你早已经放弃我

我听着海浪温柔的呼吸
我看着云朵飘来飘去
有什么方法
让自己真的忘记

only blue only blue
爱让人好忧郁
我的心
我的心
蓝蓝的

我真的想找一条船
能远远离开这片沙滩
每次又回到同样海边
还是会对你想念
想念你有点blue
没有人能像你
留给我的回忆
有点blue

only blue

nice song. although super old haha..
think i'm going a bit bonkers.. dun feel like promos are 3 days away, dun feel any sense of urgency, like dun really care alr :/just can't mug :( die.
haix..nvm good luck for promos everyone else haha...
can't wait for it to be over.

2006-09-07T10:07:00.000-07:00

i hate being happy.cos the higher you go the lower u fall.

but i'm stupid. i can't help it. i hate it.it's so easy to go up there, yet the falling is forever.

2006-09-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

i've been instructed to blog.yups so here goes. haha...

actually nothing much to blog about also. Xiao nu leads a boring life. peppered with the occasional(maybe not) baby screaming, audition and what not haha.

anyways, went kbox with wensi and jiahao today. YUSHAN PANG SEH!!!!!erhem. i went late cos smth cropped up and i had to make a detour :/ sry pple!! haha..kbox is fun man. esp with wensi and jiahao, super pro hahaha instead of going all high as usual with weird songs actually got to listen to all kinds of nice songs, different experience haha. Oh ya, we were worried all along that they would cut us off at 2, and they really did, haha super jian.totally stopped the machine. But then we even more funny. cos bu fu qi, so we just hung ard and started singing our own songs and taking turns to harmonise stuff, and sing together. super fun!must do it again soon. destress haha. oh ya and i promise to listen to mei li ben nu ren and try it for real next time round haha =)

oh yes!i shall make a promise to myself to do some serious mugging during sept hols haha. I SHALL NOT RETAIN!!!!!hahaha...
for now shall wait for audition to finish server maintenence -.-'''
whole of 6d waiting for it summore, so tua pai. lousy asiasoft pple........

XUE WEN!!!!

2006-08-18T08:30:00.000-07:00

weighing a full 3.47 kg( super DUPER heavy)
and at a "height" of 52 cm (SUPER duper loooonnnngggg)
i'm pleased to announce that...........

(drumroll please)

BABY XUE WEN HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!!=D=D

haha so cute rite?he's a bit not photogenic la =X but plenty of chances for him to learn, afterall he's only a day old..i should enroll him in the wensi and yushan "zi pai" class early so that he can learn the art LOL.

Seems like everybody's excited cos he's the first grandchild on both sides, and he's living with 2 excited first-time aunts haha. Hence, i predict that my dear nephew is gonna have everybody wrapped around his puny little baby finger. completely spoiled rotten. hahaha. O well, if he's spoilt not my prob anws hahahaha =X

oh yes! i just realised i have a really distant related cousin on my sis-in-law's side of the family haha. met her at the hospital today.she has really really pretty eyes!like precious moment eyes hahaha...really cool. She's gna grow up to be a heart breaker man.

can't really see her eyes clearly cos the pic's a bit blur. but they're really stunning in real life, really like precious moments haha..she's really cute too!kept running around the room with her rattling ballon and pointing at random fruits and flowers and calling them out haha..hopefully xue wen'll grow up to b so cute =D
more updates later, for now better go enjoy my last few days living in a quiet house :/bleahhhhh.....

2006-08-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

ok first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN ZHI!!

i promised to post a nice pic of him haha..nice rite?ok any fan mail please direct to *******@hotmail.com dun bother me i dunno anything ahahahah x.X

it's yan zhi's birthday today(or when i wrote this haha), and against farmily tradition(>.<) we celebrated yesterday haha. But we had the full day, since it was a school holiday, which is bonus yayyeee =)
Anyways, met kia at bugis first, and we saw this scary saudi arabian woman( i think) sitting along the steps, so scary cos she was wearing all black and only had her eyes peeking out through her clothes. We didn't even notice her at first cos we were chatting away, then suddenly we realised got this scary lady sitting on the steps and we hurriedly walked off. In kia's words, she looked like an ahhhhh! t*rr*r*st(buy the vowels yrself). hehehe

After that, we went to meet the birthday boy at bedok(sorry yzhi!made u wait hahaha:/) and then we headed down to east coast after phay joined us. SOME very smart person *ahem* told us that 401 can go down to east coast, but after like 20 mins of waiting(and listening to yzhi's new ipod nano whee!=)), yan zhi helpfully pointed out that the bus service only works on weekends and public holidays GGXX. -.-'' hence, we ended up taking a cab down to east coast. which is a good thing anyways, since i was lazy to walk HAHA.The cab driver was really friendly and we took lotsa stupid pics, think got one of the cabbie too haha.. will post once the birthday boy sends me hehe.

We rented bikes and cycled around east coast. yay! haven't done that in a looooooong time man really miss it =X haha. sad thing was, we didn't fully utilise the time, cos we had lots of sidetracks like drawing stupid cakes and birthday messages and eating ice-cream, so we didn't manage to finish cycling through the other end of the park=( boohoo.. but there's always next time haha..after cycling, we went to sit at the breakwaters to take more stupid pics and talk crap haha felt like the old days agn =)

then FINALLY, his majesty ben tan decided to grace us with his presence haha. went to meet him while the others sat at the breakwaters to distract yan zhi, and the two of us attempted to think of a way to bring the cake over nice and lighted. Sadly, mission failed :/ we didn't even manage to light the cake cos the wind was too strong. haha but its ok, he "blew out" all the candles anws haahahaha ;) After that, according to farmily tradition, the cake fight commenced. haha. supposedly, the birthday boy was to get hit first, but then phay the backstabber attacked ben and the guys got into a flurry of cake attacks. of course the girls weren't to be spared, stupid ben chased me all ard before smashing the biggest piece onto my face, i swear i couldn't even see. and then i walked back towards yan zhi who pretended to offer me a piece of wet tissue. thinking that he wouldn't be tt evil, innocent me actually believed him, only to get more cake on my face -.-'''''' BACKSTABBER =P

After the creamy cakefight, and with the beautiful sea spread out in front of us, it was of course natural to start dunking ahahahah. Everybody attacked the birthday boy first, then the guys started pushing each other while the girls ran to safety. But we still weren't spared in the end, although we put up a good fight haha. xiao mei and i clung tgt so they couldn't get either of us, cos we'd help each other haha.sister spirit man!i think they spent around half an hour before i decided to just give up, since they wouldn't let us off till we went in, and ben promised to go in with me anws. but of course, the farmily guys are evil twits who dun keep their promises, therefore only i got flung into the sea -.-'' and poor kia got thrown in by phay too. dun worry xiao mei i promise i will get revenge muahahahaha *evil laugh*

anws it was really a happy happy day, although we didn't get to play the sparklers i bought hmph haha... nvm save for nxt time =)

i <3 farmily =")">

2006-08-08T22:56:00.000-07:00

i wish life could freeze.

so that i can fix everything that's wrong and then put it all back together so that it can run smoothly again.like a car. haha.

wouldn't that be nice?=)

2006-08-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

today was a bad day.

Ms goh passed away today.

I know we used to niao her and get irritated at her all the time because of all her ridiculous rules comments and demands. i remember what pi told me in sec 3 when i just found out that ms goh was gonna teach us chem." Ms GK Goh?! whoa you die." i remember the horrifying stories of how she used to torture the b band girls till they cried for mercy and how she used to make everybody buy highlighters and pens so that they could all highlight the textbook and lines of notes in the exact same fashion.just they way she wanted it.
perfection. she was always like that.

I remember the trepidation the day we first met her. The class had heard so many horror stories from seniors. and then in comes this mousy old lady with her long pants and flower print shirt. i remember her gold-rimmed spectacles, her painstakingly permed and dyed black hair, and those drawn on eyebrows of hers. I know it isn't exactly a picture that brings to mind affection, but that was the way Ms Goh was. She kept people at a distance with the way she lectured and reqiured us to do the weirdest things for lessons. I remember how she used to minus marks and scold us for writing ppt as ppt. see the diff?it's the fullstop.
she used to write things like "don't understand at all. never pay attention. see me!" and everybody would end up with a see me at the top of their assignment page and then p 1,3,4,6... on the top right corner in red.anybody who managed to get away without a see me is a complete god to be worshipped. haha.
But Ms Goh was that way. she'd go on forever about the nitty gritty things and its precisely cos she cares and is willing to put in the effort to help every single one of us score, that's why she rambles on. She always put herself ahead of others. always put values above everything else.
Ms Goh got cancer a few years back, before she started teaching us.In 2004, she had a relapse.Everybody was shocked. there were rumours flying around about it, but nobody was sure. She began taking leave, and each time she didn't come to school we always felt happy to have escaped her class. thinking back, i feel guitly. Ms Goh is somebody with a heavy sense of responsibility. She'd never take leave for no reason. She'd never be absent from anything without a perfectly good reason. and when she left for a few weeks, we knew it was serious. The school got together to pray for her, and somehow she pulled through, healthy again from a second recovery.It was really a miracle, and she came back to school quickly after that. But cos of the heavy responsibility of taking on so many students in her poor health, she gave up on the O level batch of students. which was us. She apologised over and over again for abandoning us halfway through our O level year. I remember seeing her frail silouhette in the canteen ever so often. Queuing at the yong taufu stall. Seeing her wear her silk scarf always made my heart cringe. She looked even smaller, and less guarded. Such a strong woman in such a frail shell. I'd be afraid to go talk to her, always. Like oys said, she used to pick on me like crazy. Now that she's gone, i really do miss her.Sometimes when you get too complacent, you take things for granted. I knew ms Goh might pass on soon. But always seeing her so strong and so optimistic, it never really settled in. How big an impact her illness had on her.

Imagine not being able to see her again. I can't. I thought she'd always be there.I always thought When we go back to visit we can complain to her about how difficult jc chem is and how her notes made it all better. just the way she used to tell it to us in class, about how her old girls always used to say that to her. Now we'll never have the chance. I wish i'd had the guts to talk to her all those times i saw her. I didn't know it'd be the last.but its too late now.i'll miss the way she goes " don't be yaya!" and she'd swing her hands around in her old lady way. i'll miss the way she used to lecture us on manners and on helping others. I don't know how she used to say it in such a wrong yet such a right manner.I'll miss seeing her red scrawly handwriting, "not listening again in class, chee jia" beside my perfectly copied out answer. I'll miss her picking on me when i yawn in class. I'll miss her crazily intricate powerpoint slides with the dozens of bad colour combis. I'll miss seeing her tiny hunchbacked figure patrolling around school. I'll miss her saturday 6 hr long makeup lessons in the ava room. I'll miss how she used to order food for us just for those long makeup lectures. Nasi Lemak and Bee Hoon.She always used to ask us what we preferred and make a tally with hock seng, or the malay stall we all love for those fried chicken wings. I'll miss the breaks where she'd tell us to sleep on the ava room chairs so that we'd have the energy to go the full 6 hours. I'll miss her saying that we're her children. there're so many things and the list could go on forever.

I don't know if i should feel happy or sad.That she's finally out of all this pain. But she's gone on to a better place. Definitely. Imagine her somewhere happy, playing with the angels and cherubs, way up there in heaven. Perhaps it was the right time for her to go after all.

depression

2006-08-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

why is everything so depressing?

everywhere i look, any place i turn, every face i see just spells D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N.

nobody's happy anymore, nobody seems to just have things going for them anymore. Everybody has a bunch of effing complicated problems and all i can do is stand by and watch.
friggin' useless.

promos is in 52 days(thanks to ruiyuan for the stats-.-)
and Ms Cheong has some kind of personal vendetta against me.wth.
nvm.i'm gonna promote. promote promote promote. maybe if i keep chanting it'll come true.
everybody else is gonna promote too.everybody in the farmily is gonna promote.yup we can do it :)

i shall quit being such a useless, hopeless bum and stop being such an utter disgrace and disappointment to my parents. maybe if i keep chanting that'll come true too.

yay-.-

fill my little world

2006-07-31T09:17:00.000-07:00

Fill my little world - the feeling

I had a dream we went away
Left this city for a day
You took me southwards on a plane
And showed me Spain or somewhere
But in reality you’re not so keen to show me anything
And I thought you liked me

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you’re going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up

Yeah, so what you gonna do
With all this stuff piling up, filling up and taking up
You misunderstand me
All I wanted was some evidence
That you really like me
(You really like me)

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you’re going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up, right up

Maybe it’s all too much
How come we're so messed up
Maybe I’m not enough
Maybe you’re just too much
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up
Ohh
Ohh
Yeah

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up
Someday you’re going to realise
(I want you)
To fill my little world right up, right up
Hey, show some love, you aint so tough
Come fill my little world right up, right up

Someday you’re going to realise
That I’m passing you by
So fill your little world right up, right up, right up
Ohh
Come on and show me you aint so tough

i absolutely luuurrrrvvveee this song haha. its so cute and laid back =)kudos to jess for introducing it haha

"if the world was as simple as putting on your headphones"

haha quoted from *gasp* samuel. sometimes intelligent things can come out of the most surprising people hahaha okok jking!:p

URRRRRRRRR

2006-07-27T05:51:00.000-07:00

something interesting happened a few days ago hahaha
it went something like this........

act 1 scene 1(actually only one scene hehehehe but nvm..):
the lovely AVT; URBAN DEVELOPMENT human geog lecture

Ms Li: [insert student 1], what is the first city in the world?
student 1: hahaha i don't know
Ms Li: nevermind just try.
student 1: hahahaha i really don't know
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[this continues for x minutes]
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Ms Li: so [insert student n], what do you think is the first city in the world?
student n: errrrrrr.....
Ms Li: correct!
everbody: HUH?!
Ms Li:(very calmly) Yes,(pushes glasses up and smiles) the first city in the world is Ur.
everybody: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Yes yes boys and girls, so you have learnt a very important lesson today, and that is to attempt to answer any question the teacher gives you, u might just end up this friggin' TYCO LOL.oh yeah and of course you now know the name of the first city in the world is......(let's hear it kids) UR. hur hur hur... ok i can imagine the number of rolling eyeballs now haha -.-'

ps. if there are any lamers out there who think you're a damn smart cos you're asking yourself
" is the second city in the world ban?"

TOO LATE Kwang Guan beat you pple to it HAHAHAHA >.<

2006-07-24T06:38:00.000-07:00

i don't know what's wrong with me. there's so much to say but i just leave it all there. and pretend its all ok.and fine.and happy.but it isn't.and i should stop cheating myself and say it. rite?instead of letting it eat away at me, like some kinda disease.i'm even worse than mr no-balls.although technically i dun.but tt's beside the point -.- whatever.not like you're any better off.

maybe one day everybody'll all be able to say whatever everybody wants and everything will be fine and great.so simple so uncomplicated. yeah utopia rite? I WISH.haix. nvm tmr's founder's! and i'll get to skip school!yesh! to all u silly pple out there who still have to go to school, NYAH NYAH hahahaaaa...ok i'm going nuts -.-' I MISS MG!!!

沙沙的谁

2006-07-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

沙沙的谁

斑驳的台阶一双老旧的鞋
这无声却怀念的气氛和对味
诗里的世界被风翻了几页
我的妥协却被你撕毁

你给我的承诺像标本框里的蝶
冰冷的睡像永不再醒来的离别

满园的落叶任风吹听出沙沙的谁
离开的声音急促的令人心碎
你一脸的无邪却连笑都不给
诗句语带威胁结局要怎么完美

满园的落叶任风吹听出沙沙的谁
你的脚步声匆忙的那么零碎
我转过身背对你远去的感觉
安静的为你写下一首诗再落泪

2006-07-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

Superwoman

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table,
And make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream.
Your eggs are overeasy,
your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me.
Now you say the juice is sour,
it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me.
We don't talk the way we used to talk,
it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride,
I will not cry,
but it's making me weak.
I'm not your superwoman.
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human.
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me.
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you.
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you.
But when you get there,
you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk.
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem,
you don't love me the same.
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride,
I will not cry,
still I can't help but care!!!
I'm not your superwoman.(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human.(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me.
I'm not your superwoman.
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human.
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me.
Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay.
Boy I am only human.
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me.
Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love,
I need just your love,
I'm not your superwoman.

koped this from yj's blog.

i can't understand _____.hate this. whatever.-.-

there i updated can? :)

2006-07-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

i realised a very important thing today. Friends are very important people in your life. NEVER belittle the power of words or a few simple actions, it can impact another so much more even when it hasn't caused the slightest disturbance to the person who produced it. it's like the butterfly effect thing haha..

2006-07-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

i'm just weak. that's all. i'll be stronger =) i promise.

awesome foursome!

2006-07-15T08:29:00.000-07:00

YES!FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY

the awesome foursome has managed to meet up, after god knows howwwwwww long hahah

managed to catch up on lotsa stuff ;) and went on a crazy "trying out clothes spree" at topshop, i'm sure the people in the fitting room must've thought we were nuts haha. too bad we didn't get to take neops, stupid suntec/marina sq, no neoprint shop one -.-', dno when's the next time all four of us will get to go out agn :/ haix. oys says i speak differently now, somehow more chinese-like and i don't pronounce the end of my words properly anymore GGXX. look what hc has done to me *sob sob* ok i promise to recover proper speech as soon as possible LOL. oh yes!thanks yj for the pretty star necklace :) and special mention to yj's rose as well, which she didn't get in the end :/ hahaha we walked past the stupid guy a gazillion times and he still didnt give her one lol way stupid.. but that's a compliment really, cos that shows he doesn't think we need slimming treatments ahahahaha...ok for more details pls visit yj's blog, i'm lazy to continue hee hee...

geog sux

2006-07-12T04:26:00.000-07:00

today was fun. haven't talked like this for a while,we were in serious danger of getting kicked out by the evil waiter who was eyeing us at swensens' hahaha.

oh, and we missed potc2, but it was all worth it =) i miss u pple :/

sorry don't have time to elaborate.geog calls haix.i hate geog.not only am i flunking it i owe a whole bunch of tutorials.crap.ok i shall shuddup and go do the stupid hogwarts thing.ciao.

aliens and worms

2006-07-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

"once upon a time. in a galaxy far far away. lived 5 aliens who like to eat worms found in trees. one day, an eagle came and ate away worm no.2! =) alien #2 thought WTH? what has it got to do with me? and happily went to eat worm #1 =) alien #1 saw that and started to sob loudly, soon, he ended up with only bones and skin. Alien #2 thought alien no.1 was pitiful, and cooked some of her meat for him. she ended up with only bones and skin. alien #4 saw this and came out of "always pms-ing mean pok" mode to help alien#2 to get revenge. he proceeded to bond alien #1 with the help of alien #3, while alien #2 and #5 watched on in glee. muahahahahah=)"

just saw this on kia's blog and was reminded of those times we had ct session peacefully on the steps without siew and others complaining... no more math lecs, no more ct session, no more breaks together. it'll never be the same again, i miss it =(

guess it's always best to treasure what you have no matter how small or trivial it may seem, or u would've lost out on even the simplest pleasures without knowing it.

world cup mania

2006-07-10T07:05:00.000-07:00

GERMANY won!hahaha they deserve it=D

whee the past 2 days has been world cup mania!
Saturday was a nice day,went on a crazy shopping spree n bought lotsa stuff. For once shopping didn't gimme a headache hahaha =). Then after that Ben, Kia and Phay came over to my place to watch the germany - portugal match, bro hogged the tv room and we ended up having to entertain ourselves with jenga, speed, prank calls(sincerely sorry for all those affected:/) and phay's *ahem* very nice live singing. The first half of the match was boring but the second half was exciting!4 goals! whoa schweinsteiger is zaiiiii and petit.... haha all i can say is GGXX >.<

ITALY won!!ahahahahha pay up pple!=D

BOOHOO i woke up late for the match but nonetheless it was exciting =D
Zidane got best player, consolation for his moment of folly i guess the headbutt was way stupid.think france could've won if Zidane had stayed on..oh well. haha.OH!camoranesi cut off his hair!!x.X

that's all folks, need to start to PnC tut :/ i shall be a good girl and resist temptation...

2006-07-07T07:44:00.000-07:00

Today was a n odd day.haha.Esp when i only slept 1 hr the previous night cos of a sudden urge to play gb haha. i've never played gb to the point where i press the spacebar knowing conciously that i'm supposed to drag the shot, and instead just tapping it resulting in bombing myself-.- i swear my brain was telling my limbs to drag longer, but they were just too stoned to react.what a queer feeling haha. in the end i didn't even do anything, just left phay n ben to save the day. promise i'll play better nxt time pple!haha...

Entrepreneurship day was a flop.Even the teachers resented to fate, just letting the rows n rows of students blatantly sleep on undisturbed. So during the intermission a bunch of us went to take an *ahem* extra long break hahaha...unfortunately ms cheong found out =/die.
After that, peishan, yushan,dun jie, yong xian, jia hao and i went to play dota,where i totally got owned haix haha..

Germany vs. Portugal tmr!
Portugal better not win haha..

first post!

2006-07-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

omg i hate pw. it totally gave me a migraine and i forsee many future migraines n /wrist incidents urghhhhhhhh....plus gb is just dying on me.just when i needed it to destress.GG.

on a lighter note, i finally got down to getting a blog as u can see =)=)=)

meanwhile to whoever out there that's actually lame enough to be reading this thing. welcome to my blog , n pls rmb to tag b4 u leave! =)

peace out.