yayyyyyyyy!good news!i think i'm getting better=D

haha i can actually eat now.. although its still just bread or porridge, soft stuff like that lol, and it doesn't hurt much when i dun eat. so overall i'm feeling rather normal=) yayyy! haha i'm totally gonna feast after i'm well. i finally realise how much i absolutely LOVE food hahaha..i so sound like a glutton>.< but i kept thinking bout eating all sorts of nice stuff when i was sick, like prata sausage, chicken cutlet, donuts! blah blah... so i've decided i'm gonna work towards my goal of eating chicken cutlet in school on tuesday!mwahahaha...and i wanna go eat the apple crumble with ice cream on top at swensen's!!=)=) oooh sounds damn good.i shall look forward to it =) hahaha...

haha ok now to blog bout my official birthday.felt rather terrible in the morning, but i decided to get out of bed to go to school anws.was late for school, and by the time i reached the class was in the hall getting ready to take napfa.but.....we realised napfa wasn't on wed!!horrorsss hahaha basically i was rather sian diao cos i din wanna go for lessons. but in the end we arranged to have napfa on wed since everybody was changed so yay!haha i got to slack off. We had 2 table-tennis(excused for finals), 2 birthday girls(1 sick, 1 tot it was 5 items?) and 2 missing pple, while lim yuan had blisters on her feet due to new shoes.so.....only peishan was running!oh my.. but in the end lim yuan joined her too and they both passed in good time.yay!=) haha after that we just went to slack off around fishtank and class bench, cos the guys were still having napfa.i was feeling terrible all day already, then i couldn't take it liao, so went to try and puke in the toilet.but to no avail.=(. and then i really really couldn't take it le so decided to go home first.and so i didn't get my birthday cake=(. first time in my life i've no birthday cake on my birthday ji sad...haha but later on honeyshan sent me an mms with a pic of the birthday cake telling me to get well soon.awwwww sho sweet=)

although this wasn't my ideal birthday, and i know i might've spoiled some plans, but i'm just really really happy that i didn't miss out on the most important parts=)

haha thanks to everyone for all the birthday wishes and prezzies!i likeeeee=D

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5:42 AM

rarrrrrrrrr I'M PISSED! i can't believe i'm sick on my birthday(and many days preceding it) AGAIN!i'm frigging cursed i tell u -.- the probibility of me getting sick on my birthday is like oh, i don't know. maybe 9 out of 10 times!!!!
so,
let X= the probibility that chee jia is sick on her birthday.

since the ans to that qn is either yes or no, X~B(18,o.9)

therefore the probibility that i'm sick on my 18th birthday is like..

p(X=18) = (18C18) x (0.9)^18 x (0.1)^1 = 0.15

eh?actually that's not very high.which just means i'm SUAY.(unless i calculated wrongly, paiseh math not very good >.<) holy hell.the fever must be getting to my head.i'm actually doing math on my blog -.-''' anws, back to the point. I'M DAMN PISSED! don't ever ever ever get an ulcer in your oesophagus(if that's even my condition,i'm a bit dubious with regards to the doctor's prognosis-.-) plus! the medicine is disgusting.he says they treat this kind of thing like they do gastric.so he gave me this bottle of white stuff which is like antacid in liquid form!its called actal solution omg.can u spell Y-U-C-K.ughhhhhhh... and i can't swallow a single thing(inclusive of saliva) without feeling like a 100kg fat man is playing trampoline on my throat and chest ie. it bloody hurts! needless to say i can't even eat. it wasn't so bad this morning when i could just force myself to down the porridge and ignore the pain. Now, even if i ignore the pain and eat a little, everything comes back to hurt like 100x worse after that.and i mean it when i say it SERIOUSLY hurts. i just wish i could puke or cry or smth.whichever comes first or makes me feel better. i can't even eat my donuts T.T and they'll turn bad tmr if i dun eat them now =(.

It isn't so bad if it doesn't hurt when i'm not eating. Now it even hurts when i'm not doing anything but just sitting there.i can't even laugh.cos it hurts. i bet this is some sort of punishment, for all the bad things i've done or smth. Now i can't have a peaceful day tmr, even if i don't eat.RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I ABSOLUTELY HATE HATE HATE BEING SICK ON MY BIRTHDAY!!T.T

-end of venting-
On another note.Donuts rock!=D=D
GG.i forgot to do my cca testimonial.better go do now. HAIX.

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7:33 AM

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